Sunday 21 August 2011

Insanity

They say the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different outcome. I guess I'm insane.

All of our eight embryos have arrested, with no cell division at all. The embryologist said that there is a slim chance that one embryo may still divide and just be extremely slow, but to prepare ourselves for the fact that none have made it.

I can't express the anguish or the shock.

14 comments:

  1. oh honey.

    I have no words.

    Sending you all the love in the world.

    I'm so so so sorry.
    xxxx

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  2. What Sass said... oh this is such a horrible feeling! Honestly this is beyond unfair now, I feel terrible for you both. Crossing my fingers the little cellsie still has a chance though. Sending you all the support you can get online xxx

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  3. I have no words. I am so, so sorry. xxx

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  4. I want so badly to fix everything for you. I feel so useless. I wish there were something that could make it all okay. Love you lots, hon. You're in my thoughts honey xx

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  5. OHMYGOSH!!!! I am so so sorry. I wish there was something I could do or say that would help. I'm just so sorry.

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  6. Accept a virtual hug from a stranger.

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  7. Fingers crossed and positive vibes for you!

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  8. oh Bec, i am so very sorry. this is beyond unfair, i know you felt really good & positive about this cycle and i'm so sorry that it doesn't look like it's going to turn out how you'd hoped it would.

    i'm still going to keep everything crossed, that just maybe there is still good news to be had.

    sending love & hugs

    xxx

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  9. Crushing. I feel your pain, this is so cruel. And I am so, so sorry it can't be different. Go very gently with yourself xxx

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  10. Bec, this is so utterly, utterly unfair and it is just heartbreaking. I sent you an email a couple of weeks ago about Cape Town? I know now's not the right time, but do contact me when you and Murray feel up to it, to chat. I want you to know that hope is an incredible, compelling and almost irrepressible thing... and if you can keep a little hope alive, you can keep your dream alive... take care and be kind to yourselves in the next week or so, Liz xxx

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  11. I am SO sorry for you Bec, I can see that I am not the only one reading this that can feel your devastation right now. I'm sending you lots of love and hugs!! xoxo

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  12. Oh Bec I'm so so sad and angry for you :(
    It is so unfair
    Kell
    xxx

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  13. Oh Bec :_(

    I am just devastated for you and Murray. I can't believe it. I'm quietly hoping for that last embryo love. I know the embryologist said the chances were slim but I'm hoping you get your long overdue miracle. Thinking of you xx

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