Nobody from the clinic has called me yet. I know it is only 1.25pm and that they don't close until five, and that they might not have comprehensive results until later in the day. But I am still freaking out. I am not normally a nervous person, but today I am going out of my mind with fear. I just want this to be it.
I am so scared that it's not going to work again. I am trying so hard to be positive, to the point where I deliberately went into a baby shop today and bought some small things to prove my positivity. Like duh, who I am trying to prove it to.
My nerves are shot to pieces, I almost wish I was at work to distract myself from my nothingness life without a baby.
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