Tuesday 3 November 2009

Getting by

Trying not to think about IVF and babies at the moment. No more fertility treatment until next year. Our appointment is booked for Jan 5 with our new clinic to discuss our options, but until then I don't want to know about it. I am submitting our adoption paperwork tomorrow, so that will be enough to think about as it is.

Not coping with being around kids or babies or pregnant women. It hurts too much.

3 comments:

  1. You have been through so much. I am amazed by your strength during such a difficult time. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

    (((HUGS)))

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  2. I know your pain. Allow yourself to not want to be around babies and pg women, it's all in the name of self preservation. Take care of yourself, do whatever you need to do for you, the rest of the world can wait xoxo

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  3. Big hugs honey, totally understand your feelings and hurting.

    I think the break over Chrissie will do you the world of good!

    xxxx

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