Went out for lunch today with Murray's family and there were babies everywhere. It was like everywhere I looked there was a pram, or kids running around with icecreams. At first I didn't let it get to me, but it wore me down so much.
The restaurant had a water fountain where you can throw coins in and make a wish. I gave my mother-in-law and sister-in-law a coin each and we all threw our coins in at the same time. My wish was the usual, that our baby isn't far away.
We are definitely restarting IVF as soon as we can. This rollercoaster is so scary sometimes, one day I'm fine with waiting a bit longer, other days it nearly kills me that it's not happening right now. Today happens to be the latter.
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