Sometimes I feel like I'm in a permanent state of dejavu.
No transfer. Again.
OHSS is too bad, the clinic did a scan and my ovaries are huge and I have fluid everywhere in my abdomen and chest. Have been throwing up all day, can't keep any food or water down which is fun.
Murray wants to take me to hospital tonight, I've been resisting as I haven't thrown up for an hour or so, but when it starts again we will head there.
The scary thing is that the specialists say the worst day for OHSS is day seven and I am only on day five. I don't know how I'm going to keep going if this gets any worse :(
I haven't even allowed myself to think about not having an embryo inside me. I'm too sick to concentrate on anything but that. For the moment, that is all I can handle. I will defer my pain at yet another fucked up cycle to another day where I don't want to throw my guts up.
Oh you poor thing! Sounds like you are going through something awful right now...I'm so sorry. Try not to think about the missed cycle - you're not well, and you need to focus on recovering. Hope you will feel better soon!
ReplyDeleteWishing for a speedy recovery. I am so sorry you are having to deal with this.
ReplyDeleteBec, I'm so sorry about your OHSS. I can only send you healing thoughts and hope, hope, hope you are feeling much better very soon!
ReplyDeleteSo sorry to hear about the OHSS :(
ReplyDeleteBec I hope you are feeling better soon, thinking of you and Murray.
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