'The Perm'
Still getting used to my new hair, but I'm definitely on the liking it side. Not quite in love, but in like.
Am testing tomorrow morning. 99% dont think I am pregnant. But still have that 1% bitch of hope. I haven't tested since Monday (which I totally know was ridiculously stupid - but what can you do when a girl is given tests!). I just honestly don't feel any different whatsoever. No sore boobs or cramping. Going to the toilet often but I have been doing that even before the transfer, so probably more from my egg collection than anything.
Murray and I had a good talk tonight to prepare ourselves for the likelihood of a negative result and how we will cope. I am so scared for him. But he will be okay I think. He told me tonight that he didn't want to use his sperm anymore, no matter how hard it is to cope with the thought of not having a biological child, it would be harder to keep going and string his hopes along.
So I guess I will see in the morning with the result... please, please, please, please, please....
I really really hope that you get a BFP tomorrow morning.
ReplyDeleteGood luck!
Your hair looks great! I love it!
ReplyDeleteSending you so much love and good JUJU! No matter what happens, you and Murray will get through it. I believe in you two! You are AMAZING!
*HUGS*
You look gorgeous Bec :D and I am crossing everything I possibly can for you and Murray. Please dear god let my dreams of a BFP come true for you, I really hope this is it, you deserve it so much lovely xoxoxo
ReplyDeleteYou look gorgeous Bec!! I still remember my first perm in my early teens LOL.
ReplyDeleteI have curly/wavy hair naturally and so am in love with my straighteners!
I went to the hairdresser yesterday as well, got my hair stripped and lightened!
Good luck with testing today I hope you get a BFFP!!
xxxxxx
Your hair looks great!!!!
ReplyDeleteI hope that you get your BFP Bec! Crossing everything for you!