Family sucks

Have had massive drama over the last couple of days, of course involving my dysfunctional family. Allegations have been made about my father by my brothers girlfriend, I don't want to even write the words down, it makes it too real. I've never had a good relationship with my Dad but this is just horrible stuff.

We looked after their kids last night which was really difficult. Difficult in the sense that three toddlers/babies were thrust upon us - how do you guys do it! And also hard that we had a baby in our room and it was another reminder of what we don't have.

I caved and tested this afternoon. BFN of course. Am currently 6dp5dt so the equivalent of 11dpo...

Life sucks sometimes. Let's just hope that stress really isn't a contributing factor in infertility.