Crazy lady ramblings...: Bleh

Friday 22 August 2008

Bleh

Another BFN at 8dp5dt (13dpo). Hopes are fading rapidly.
Will this ever happen?

23 comments:

JoyFriday, 22 August, 2008
I am so sorry. (((hugs)))

ICLW
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Beautiful MessFriday, 22 August, 2008
*new reader* I'm sorry. Big hug...and sending you virtual chocolate..unless you have another vise..
ICLW
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AndyFriday, 22 August, 2008
I'm visiting from ICLW.

I'm sorry it isn't better news.
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AndyFriday, 22 August, 2008
I'm visiting from ICLW.

I'm sorry it isn't better news.
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AmyFriday, 22 August, 2008
I'm so sorry. Wish I could say more but sometimes there is just nothing more but to say sorry.

ICLW
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AnonymousFriday, 22 August, 2008
sending lots of hugs

(ICLW)
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In Due TimeFriday, 22 August, 2008
Coming over from ICLW...

Many big hugs. I'm sorry. :-(
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Lost in SpaceFriday, 22 August, 2008
I'm so sorry. Sending lots of hugs your way.
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AlyssaFriday, 22 August, 2008
I'm so sorry, Bec. I wish I had better words. Sending you lots of hugs.
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SassyCupcakesFriday, 22 August, 2008
I'm so sorry. I wish I had an answer for you. Take care.
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MarieFriday, 22 August, 2008
ICLW

I am sorry, I know I failed this month as well but have not tested. It never gets better does it?
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KimSaturday, 23 August, 2008
So sorry... iclw
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nhSaturday, 23 August, 2008
I'm sorry you haven't better news. Sending lots of hugs.

ICLW
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AnonymousSaturday, 23 August, 2008
I'm so sorry *hugs* (ICLW)
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kirkeSaturday, 23 August, 2008
I'm so sorry...BFNs are the devil.

ICLW
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kirkeSaturday, 23 August, 2008
I'm so sorry...BFNs are the devil.

ICLW
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CappyPrincessSaturday, 23 August, 2008
I'm sorry your dream has not yet been realized.

ICLW
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Jessica WhiteSaturday, 23 August, 2008
I'm sorry *hugs*

ICLW
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Girly-GirlSaturday, 23 August, 2008
I'm sorry :(
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kateypie35Sunday, 24 August, 2008
I'm so sorry. Sometimes life just sucks it.

ICLW
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RebeccaSunday, 24 August, 2008
ICLW

I'm so sorry. Sending you hugs and thinking of you.
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AnonymousSunday, 24 August, 2008
Maybe there's still hope for Monday's blood test??? Hang in there!!!
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JaymeeSunday, 24 August, 2008
HUGE HUGS. this will happen. i firmly believe that we will our children into being. it may not happen they way you plan, but it will happen.

(ILCW)
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August 2016 - Our little man J comes home to us!!!

July 2016 - Get the phone call that we have been chosen to parent a 12 month old boy through local adoption!

May 2016 - IVF #10 was a bust

February 2016 - Public Health department decide that we can have another funded cycle of IVF. Gearing up to #IVF 10

November 2015 - One last attempt at IVF thanks to the public IVF program - IVF #9, 2 X Day 3 embryos transferred. Negative

November 2015 - 2 years in the approved applicant local adoption pool.

August 2014 - Donated embryos become available - FET #7 Negative

October 2013- Approved for local adoption! Getting our profile together and join the pool of approved prospective adoptive parents.

September 2013- 12 months out from Gastric sleeve surgery - 55kg lost! Now at a healthy BMI

January 2013- Re-apply for local adoption in Western Australia

September 2012- Gastric sleeve surgery to help get to a healthy weight

August 2012- Investigated foster care as a family building option but decided it's not for us.

June 2012 - FET #6 using donated embryos. Thought we hit the jackpot with a + on HPT but chemical pregnancy only.

May 2012 -FET#5 using donated embryos. BFN.

November 2011 - IUI #2. Another shot? Donor IUI. Still negative.

October 2011 - IUI #1. Let's try something different. Donor IUI, Negative result

August 2011 - IVF #8. Although estrogen levels are all over the place, we make to egg collection. 8 eggs fertilise through ICSI, but they never divide and all succumb. No transfer.

July 2011 - Adoption Services advise that we will not be approved for adoption due to my weight being over BMI limit of 35. Adoption plans devastated.

June 2011 - IVF #7 starts with known sperm donor. Cancelled again, just before egg collection as hormone levels indicate OHSS is likely.

February 2011 - Ovarian Drilling, laparoscopy and dye test done. Now preparing for IVF in June

January 2011 - Offer from a potential known sperm donor. Start counselling and mandated waiting period to access known donor sperm

September 2010 - IVF #6 - Another cancelled cycle due to estrogen decreasing and follicles not growing enough

June 2010 - #IVF 5 - Cancelled just before egg collection as hormone levels indicate OHSS is likely.

April 2010 - Donor sperm is available! Now waiting for next cycle to begin our DIVF cycle

March 2010 - Slowly putting together our adoption assessment application

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October 2009 - IVF #4 - Retrieve 20 eggs, 12 mature, 5 fertilised. Two Day 3 embryos transferred. BFN

September 2009 - Attend more adoption education seminars. SCSA test shows 35% DNA fragmentation in sperm - We decide to have one more attempt at IVF before moving to donor

August 2009 - Retrieve 33 eggs, 13 make it to day 3 - none to day 5. End up in hospital, in pain from the procedure and heavily sedated. Is this it for us?

July 2009 - Cycling again IVF #3. Attend first adoption seminar

May 2009 - And everything came tumbling down. Only a 6 weeks sac with no heartbeat at 8 week scan. D&C performed.

April 2009 - FET #4 BFP!!! Due 1 January 2010

November 2008 - FET #3 One blastocyst transferred - BFP, Beta of 21, then 44. Pregnancy not viable.

October 2008 - FET #2 Take Two - One blastocyst transferred - BFN

September 2008 - FET #2 - Cancelled by us. Diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety, put on AD's and hoping to ride out the storm.

August 2008 - FET #1 - One blastocyst transferred - BFN

May 2008 - IVF #2 - 20 eggs retrieved, 17 fertilised. Severe OHSS puts me in hospital for three days so no transfer. Four blastocysts are frozen for future use.

March 2008 - IVM #2 - 10 eggs retrieved, 8 matured, 7 fertilised, but no embryos make it to blastocyst and transfer is cancelled.

January 2008 - FS talks to us about new treatment called In Vitro Maturation (IVM) and we say go for it! IVM #1 - 13 eggs retrieved, 8 matured, 7 fertilised, 1 perfect blastocyst transferred - BFN

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February 2007 - Hubby's sperm analysis comes back with very low semen motility

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November 2005 - Got married on a hot spring day