Staying positive

Am feeling much better today, have blocked out all the negative crap from my brother and his problems, and am back to being positive :-)I've started thinking about hospitals and obs and all that sort of stuff, I don’t want to get too far ahead of myself 'just in case', but I still want to be able to get excited like normal people do. Maybe I should just leave it alone and not jinx myself, not that im sure I believe in that sort of thing. I guess if I did believe in being jinxed, the cupboard full of baby clothes and toys probably didn’t help lol :-P