Thursday, 11 December 2008

21

My beta was 21. I am pregnant but it wont last.

Apparently they have never had a successful pregnancy from a beta of 21 before, 26 yes but not 21. I have a repeat blood test on Monday to check if my levels are going down or if they need to do something about it. Feeling like my heart has been ripped out of my chest and I can't breathe. I was prepared for a negative result but not this.

18 comments:

  1. Oh Rebecca, I am so sorry to hear this. My thoughts are with you.

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  2. Oh god, I don't know what to say. Thinking of you both.

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  3. Oh fucking hell. My biochemical pregnancy in the 30's was harder to deal with than any of my BFN's. I know how devastating being "a little bit pregnant" is and I am so very very very upset for you, but knowing you can achieve implantation is one step forward and I know helped me to continue on this shit journey. Take your time to grieve and process this outcome xoxoxo

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  4. I'm so sorry. Praying for your heart :)

    Much love to you

    Carly x

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  5. In my head I am saying so much, but Rebecca, you and DH are in my thoughts and prayers tonight. (Is it ok to pray for a miracle?) and if not xxxxx

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  6. i'm so sorry bec. i'm sending you much love and prayers.

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  7. Oh my gosh Bec - I am so sorry! My heart is going out to you. Please take care of yourself and know that we are all here for you.

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  8. Came here from L&F to wish you all my best. I'm so sorry to hear this.

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  9. Just got here from L&F to wish you the best. I'm in a similar boat right now, but still want to hold on to some hope. It's so hard to guard your heart while still being realistic.

    I wish you peace and some good answers soon.

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  10. I am so sorry, hon! I thinking and praying for you.
    Hugs
    -D

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  11. Here from lost and found. I'm so sorry. I had a beta of 25 go south this fall. It's a hard thing to go through. Wishing you peace.

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  12. Over from L&F. I'm so sorry. I have been in your shoes, and it is such a hard spot. My thoughts are with you.

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  13. Oh Hon- when you are prepared and then - this happens - it is just too hard.

    praying for peace xoxo

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  14. Hey - I'm NOT one to give false hope, but my beta was 15 on 11dp3dt from my FET. Just a teeny bit of evidence late implantation and low betas do happen.

    But I definitely understand your sadness. I'm so sorry. ~hugs~

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  15. Darlin' girl, I feel so bafd for you. Love you. Mum xx

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  16. Infertility Limbo - hate it!

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  17. I am so very sorry. I wish there was something to say to make you feel better and I wish I knew what it was.

    Sending you thoughts of strength and peace . . .

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