Thursday, 8 April 2010

Remembering

This time last year I was six weeks pregnant. I had a little cry today when I was hugging Charlie on the couch and thinking how lucky I was to have my puppy, and then it hit me that I should be hugging my little baby instead. The tears came thick and fast, but they weren't tears of despair. I'm not quite sure how to explain it except that they were tears of wanting, of remembering what once was, and what might never be again.

8 comments:

  1. Big hugs to you hon. I am familiar with those cries. XOXO

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  2. Oh Bec, I'm sorry. Remembering with you....

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  3. Oh Bec.

    Big hugs and when the days are long, grab hold of Charlie and give him the biggest hug he's ever had! I do that routinely to my two, they know and just let me do it, then lick my tears from my face!

    Much love my friend
    xxxx

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  4. oh sweetie, I am so glad that you have Charlie to hug and take a little bit of the pain away.

    Lots of love and hugs for you.

    xx

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  5. Oh, I know that rawness so well. It seems to spring up out of no where. Sending you hugs and hoping you find peace in this healing process.

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  6. Oh honey, sending you lots of love xxx

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  7. I'm sorry to hear that. I've had a few tears today too.

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