Tuesday 27 October 2009

No testing!

I managed to get through today without testing which I guess is a minor victory. I'm scared though. I don't feel pregnant. At all. I want to cry just saying that. I know it might still happen, but I don't think that it will. How am I going to cope if it doesn't work? How will Murray cope? I've come to terms with the idea of having twins and I want these babies so much. It's almost easier not to try, at least then I don't get my hopes up over everything.

6 comments:

  1. One Who UnderstandsTuesday, 27 October, 2009

    I am so sorry you are going through all of this. I am keeping you in my prayers and thoughts. (((HUGS)))

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  2. KristaTuesday, 27 October, 2009

    I'm crossing my fingers for you!!! Stay positive.....remember that anything is possible!

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  3. NicholeTuesday, 27 October, 2009

    Oh Bec - I know this is so difficult right now. You are being so strong! I am proud of you. Hang in there and know that we are all rooting for you!

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  4. AnonymousWednesday, 28 October, 2009

    hang in there not too much longer to wait until it is the right time to test. Don't give up hop yet!

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  5. RachWednesday, 28 October, 2009

    Oh Bec. Remember it's not over til it's over and well it ain't over yet! I'm keeping everything crossed for you - yes even my legs(!) that's how much support I'm throwing at you right now LOL!

    xxxx

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  6. BJWednesday, 28 October, 2009

    If it's any small consolation, I never "felt" pregnant for 3 of my 4 pregnancies (all m/c), the symptoms just weren't there really, only some breast tenderness but that wasn't always the case. But then, I've had breast tenderness even when I wasn't pregnant.

    It's really tough Bec, you are such a stoic woman. I wish I could hug you and tell you that you are going to be a mum. I hope my dream becomes your reality very very soon xoxo

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