Still sick

Grrr... apparently I have a chest infection. I can't believe that I am sick, I have been looking forward to these holidays for soooooo long. But instead of being out and about shopping in the sales, I am lying on my couch, watching every season of Sex and the City back to back.

I just finished watching the episode where Charlotte miscarries her much wanted baby. It was such a heartbreaking episode and I must admit I shed a few tears through it. Having not been through that experience, I don't know how I would react, but hopefully I would be able to cope with as much style as what she did. The one thing that I couldn't get out of my head though was Carrie & Harry saying "Well at least we know we can get pregnant". Cold comfort if you ask me.

As we prepare to once again begin the merry-go-round that is fertility treatment, I wonder if I would have the strength with losing the thing that I want most in the world - my baby.